27 million

Have you ever lay in your bed at night, unable to sleep because your mind can't stop?  Have you ever heard a song and it stopped you dead in your tracks because the words took your breath away?  Have you ever heard of something happening and you can't imagine that there are people who would really do those things? Yeah, me too!       

 

              I heard the song, “27 Million” by Matt Redman & LZ7,  the other day for the first time and it literally rocked me to my core. I had to stop what I was doing and take a deep breath. I shed some tears and then I did all I knew to do…I prayed for the lost and the hurting. I was reminded that there are much worse things in the world than my floors being dirty, or my laundry piling up.  I was reminded that there are lost and hurting souls who need to be rescued and I can’t back down or lose my focus. Just like the song says, "Sometimes you gotta stand for something. Let this be the stand that gets your blood running."

 

              I can remember being a young girl and hearing about the Holocaust in school and my mind could not comprehend how such a thing could have happened. How could someone have so much hatred for another human being? I would read every book  about the Holocaust that I could find in the library just trying to make sense of it. I used to wish that I could have been alive back then to hide the Jews and keep them safe, even just  1!  My mom had a lady she worked with who had the tattoo on her arm from being in a camp and even as a young girl when I met her I had such compassion for her and was so thankful she had survived.  During a work trip to Poland a few years ago, we went to visit Aushwitz and Birkenau and I still can't get some of the memories out of my head.  To see it in person put a whole new perspective on it for me. And, after all those years, you can still smell the "death" in the gas chambers. The smell takes your breath away.  It has been estimated that during the period of the Holocaust there were 6 million Jews killed. An estimated 1.1 million were children. And while that number is huge, it is only a fraction of 27 million….

              Remember how I wanted to be alive to save the Jews during the Holocaust? Guess what, I also used to wish I was alive to help Harriet Tubman free slaves. I would imagine myself having a secret compartment in my house that would hide them and then I would help bring them so safety.  Slavery in America reported that in the 1800’s there were 893,602 slaves in America. In the 1820’s there were 1.5 million slaves in America. In the 1860’s there were 3.9 million slaves in America. That number is shocking to me. But still, it is only a fraction of 27 million….

 

 I will never understand it, but I can do something about it now!

 

Let’s take a quick look at 27 million….

 

If I told you that according to TechCrunch, in March of 2012 Instagram reported they had 27 million users you would probably say that's a lot of users they must be doing a good job! Or how about the fact that according to the CDC, an estimated 27 million people were reported to have osteoarthritis in 2005. That's a whole lot of people who are suffering, but thank God for Doctors and medicine that can help them relieve the pain.  In our nation today, the National Association for Shoplifting Prevention reported there are approximately 27 million shoplifters. That’s about 1 in 11 people! That's horrible!  Each of these makes you look at the number 27 million differently.

 

              Now, what if I told you that there are more than 27 million slaves in the world today, more than any other time in our history! Would you believe me? Did you know that? Have you heard it before and thought it couldn’t be true?  Unfortunately, I have to tell you that it's true.  The unthinkable act of human trafficking has become the fastest growing criminal industry in the world. The only illegal industry to be more profitable is drug trafficking.

 

              Did you even know this existed? Did you know that people were being traded and sold to work illegally, with the promise of a better future? Did you know that children are being sold, sometimes by their own parents, and forced to work in the sex industry? Did you know that it is happening all over the world, and even here in the US?   A few years ago, I had no idea this was going on. But, now that I do, I can't stop thinking about it. It keeps me up at night and keeps me on my knees in prayer.

 Last September I had the privilege of going on my first mission trip to Thailand, where we got to be a part of what ZOE International is doing there.  The mission of  ZOE Children’s Homes is to rescue and care  for orphans in danger and children who are sold or at-risk of being sold into human trafficking—worldwide (www.gozoe.org).  The staff and missionaries at ZOE are the most amazing and selfless people that I have ever had the privilege of working with.

 

              There are 27 million people out there that are counting on me to pray for them and to do what I can to help stop this. I don’t know if I will see the end of it in my lifetime, but I do know that I will do something about it. I don't know how to completely stop it, but I know that I can do my part. I can make people aware of this problem.

Let the journey begin

   Isn't it funny when we think we know how something is going to turn out and it happens in exactly the opposite way we thought it would. It has almost been one whole month since I started my new full time job as a stay at home mom and it has been quite the month!!
         About a year ago when Jason and I really began discussing our future (would I reenlist, would we stay in Hawaii, what's next?) and spending a lot of time in prayer about it we both knew that it was my time to get out. I served 12 years, and while I would have loved to have done 20 years and retired I know that God has something bigger for our family that he needs to prepare us for. Besides, have you ever seen how cute my kids are....could you seriously see me leaving them on the pier while I went on a 8-9 month deployment?  Yeah, me either!  The decision was made and we have never doubted God or His plan for us and today I can honestly say we feel we are right in the middle of exactly where God wants us to be.
         As we began to make our plans we also decided that I would not work but would be a stay at home mom. Now, I grew up watching Lassie, Leave it to Beaver, and The Brady Bunch so I knew exactly what to expect once I wasn't working anymore. I knew that my house would be spotless all day everyday. I knew that my kids clothes woul always look so neat and clean. I knew that my kids would wake up in the morning full of smiles and not ever complain because life is good. Every night dinner would be a gourmet meal because I would have all this time in the day to prepare meals. My hair, makeup and clothes would be perfect and we would all be waiting at the door when Jason walked in for work....HA!
       Fast forward to my new reality :)  I know that all those families aren't real! (If you know me, I hope you could sense my sarcasm in the previous paragraph!) I know that somedays I am cleaning the breakfast dishes off the table just in time to eat lunch. I know that some days when I am getting ready for bed I realize that I forgot to brush my teeth that morning (if I talked to you that day I am sincerely sorry!) I know that somedays we will wear our bathing suits because I have to do laundry. I know that somedays cereal for dinner is exactly what is needed. I know that somedays I will question my sanity and will need to put myself in timeout.
       Through it all though, I truly know that I have been blessed with the most rewarding, yet challenging job I have ever had. I know that I am doing exactly what God intended me to do, and that is raise my kids to be on fire for God. I have the amazing opportunity to be with my kids all day and show them God's amazing handiwork all around us. I am able to tell them Bible stories whenever we face a situation throughout the day. I am able to be there when they really need me and that is priceless to me.  
      So, if you ever tell me that you are coming to visit I can promise you that my house will look exactly like it did in those TV shows. However, if you decide to drop in unnanounced (which is ok too!) I can promise you my house will look like a tornado just rolled through. My children may be running around the house in their underwear or they might be in a super hero or princess costume. There will be dishes in the sink and laundry to be washed. If you caught me on a good day I might have taken a shower :)  And if there is a smell it's probably something stinky in Thing 3 or Thing 4's diaper! But you know what, even with all the mess and chaos in the house, you will know that there is a lot of love here. In our home, love is most important. We might not have the best of everything but we give each other the best of ourselves and that's what matters.
     This adventure is just beginning and I am glad you have decided to join the ride...
God Bless

A blog?

  So, I sit here, typing, wondering why in the world I have started a blog. To be perfectly honest, I can't think of a solid reason for starting it other than the fact the idea popped into my head one day and I told my husband and he got all excited and then that made me want to do it even more.
       I don't know that anyone will even read my blog and that's ok with me. I know there are thousands of blogs out there to choose from and mine is just another one added to the list but still I will write. I will write from my heart, hoping that maybe one day, one specific person will need to read what I wrote and it will change their life.
      The title of my blog speaks a lot about my life and all that is in it. I am not a very open person, but if you know me and you know my story then it is because I think you are pretty special and have let you in. My husband of almost 7 years, Jason, is my best friend and together we have brought 4 little blessings into this world.  There isn't a day that passes that I don't sit back and look in total amazement at all that God has brought me through and all that He has blessed me with.
      Well, if you have read this far then maybe you are wondering what I will be writing about. Again, I don't really have a theme but I have some ideas. I'd like to write about my dreams, passions, being a mother and a wife, being a friend, and most importantly being a daughter of the King!
   If you're up hanging out with me, then sit back and enjoy the ride as I dive headfirst into the world of blogging!